Adel Haddadi " a real brother "

i may not be the best communicator in the whole world

i may not call or text you for a long time

we may not hang out like we used to do

we have changed alot in the past few years

changed in our hopes, dreams, and passions

but there is one thing that i know for sure

no matter how many years we might live

you'll always be the best and the oldest friend and brother i ever had.

i wish you all the happiness in the world

a happiness that reaches the sky with no limits.

Adel Haddadi

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I'm so sick of it

Sick of all the drama

Sick of all the breaks and fixes

I just want some peace

Without emotional disturbance

A life with minimum amount of feelings

Where everything is so cold and calm

I don’t want to miss, love, care about, be angry at, or hate any one

Honestly every single time I trust, put my faith, or get so emotionally involved I get shocked by the disappointments I face.

Every day I try to hide my conflicts and my deep feelings, but i feel it became a try of forgetting instead of hiding.

Unfortunately late at every night I have to admit that I couldn't forget.

I started to believe that I'm deeply damaged person who has been left with too many scars no one will ever be able to fix or heal.

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